Monday, May 10, 2010

something Heavenly

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Something Heavenly (2x)

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out



This song I feel 100%; especially the chorus. I do not really know how to describe how I've been feeling when I've walked through the doors to church for the past month. Whether it be the sermon choking me up first, the tears just flow during worship and after. I had a much needed breaking down repentant surrendering talk with God last week...not that God doesn't work in your heart ever, I really feel like there's chaos going on in there that I can't control or explain at the moment but only surrender to Him. It seems the closer I get to Him, listen to His words in podcasts, truly worship Him it seems as though somethings don't seem to be in my line of sight. Though sometimes I don't understand what I'm reading or can apply what I've heard at that very moment I have no doubt that He will provide an opportunity for it to be so. I'm excited for what He is doing in my heart but kinda scarred only because I don't know what's going on. BUT that's neither here nor there and it is very much ok for me not to know everything because I'm not supposed to all the time but just trusting in His plans that they are greater than anything I could ever do or plan; that's faith. Oh how that will glorify Him! *sigh* :DD

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